My choir will be singing this song tomorrow at church. I hope it goes well and that we will minister to that somebody who really needs to know God, somebody who truly needs to be saved as well as that Christian who is wavering in their walk with Christ. The signs of the times are everywhere, it kinda scares me at times, like seriously. Every time I watch World News my heart skips a beat. I just want to be pure and holy before the Lord, I just want to walk upright in His presence because I truly want to make it into the rapture. What sense would it make for me to be living a sacrificial life (not saying that I'm sinless) since forever and not make it into the Rapture?? *Sigh*, I know I'm not yet at the place where the Lord wants me to be, but by faith I will get there because I really don't intend to go to hell..no way!! I'm so scared of the heat when I'm cooking and I feel so tormented when the air is hot and humid, imagine being burnt forever...Oh Jesus have mercy Lord! Help me to make it into that heavenly land. There are times when I feel so far from God...and that's the most terrible feeling ever ugh I feel so lost and empty during those dry periods. I don't ever want to be out of the will of God because I can never make it without Him.
Lord please help me to hold out, to run this Christian race with sincerity, with a clean heart and with a made up mind. Lord help to to stay in thy holy will. Help me Lord to let go off those things in my life that displease you, Lord Jesus help me Lord to put away every idol. Lord clear any impure and unforgettable thoughts and memories from my mind. Replace these with a word from Heaven. Jesus I just need a brand new touch from you, for indeed my strength from yesterday is gone. Lord I need new oil in my lamp; I crave a new anointing father. Help me to let go off any friendship that comes between me and you Lord. Father I pray also that you'll help me not to complain when I come across any challenges- help me to know that you're actually giving me a testimony. Lord burn out sin and condemnation from my life. Forgive me Lord Jesus of all my sins. Lord you know me, you know everything about me; break all my bad habits, remove all these things and cast them into the sea of forgetfulness so that that I won't go back to doing them. I'm trusting in you for my deliverance and my break through Lord and I thank you in advance.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.
